Since I’ve started listening to you and learning more about my bpd through you I’ve started having huge triggers that has lead to huge realizations. It’s like as I’m learning about my subconscious and the power it has over me the more it has revealed itself to me. It’s been a very painful week. I’m starting to recognize the power my abusers still have over me. The power they have over my thoughts, actions, and decisions. The abuse I endured was so dehumanizing that I struggle to recognize that I am a human being worthy of making mistakes and learning lessons without being tortured for doing so. I’m slowly staring to break free as I learn about myself, my past, and how to change my future. For the first time ever I feel hopeful that I CAN overcome this. I can live a happy and meaningful life. I just have to stay educated, stay aware, and stay hopeful. Thank you Mollie, for doing this all before me, so you can help me. I was so ready to give up, take the “easy” way out. You brought me out of that, you gave me hope that there is more to me than this bpd. I don’t know you personally and probably never will since I live in Oklahoma but I want you to know you have impacted my life and I love you!
Oct. 9, 2021 by yagirlbrit🖤 on Apple Podcasts